Saturday, September 8, 2007

when sombody loses

sometimes life is so very unfair to you....i mean,they say that it will all work out perfectly in the end and try to instill belief in us by telling us to keep faith in god but then life doesn't work out that way.i mean,yes you can say "life 's a bitch" and all that sort of crap but really,bad mouthing doesn't help you get over the situation!sometimes life turns so inexorably against you that all you can think of is to get out of the situation,never mind the losses..it seems to you that the other person always gets the advantage and you are always trying to get back into game with your back to the wall.
its especially unsettling when you support somebody in an encounter loses after plentiful chances of pulling off a miracle...it seems that all your emotional energy has been exhausted too and you just can't bring yourself to do your regular work for the rest of the day.that is the major disadvantage of associating your self too much with a game or a persona!you get too involved to separate yourself from them.
and the reason i have been subjecting all of you to this torture is the fact that my fav,venus willimas has just lost at the semifinals of the US Open...and it was a bit unfair becuz the top seed had got 2 days to rest and venus had none...but well,life is like that.i just can't pull myself up and go back to college now,not that it is an interesting prospect anyway,but i have to get on with my life!!!all this typing helps to throw out the depression.it seems to me that ther is no cure for all these disappointments and there is no good way to get positive about it so i guess,i will have to start accepting it,even if it means heartburn and lots of really depressing days!

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